i got my results!!! OHhhhhhh kkkkaaaayyyy la... i shan't say more.

anw this year was the best xmas ever!! spent it with loved ones and im really happy.. spent xmas eve n xmas with him... anw i met up with syd a few days back to go MANGO sale! it was madness man the crowd! but we managed to buy smthg la... haha . and guess wat she bought me!?? a scraf from accessorize!!! thanks babe!

anw meeting up with the girls were great!! except that ryn wasn't there...we went marche and exchange presents! i love all of the presents!! haha... den me n can n ivan went chinablack to support marie performance.. it was nice! n many guys were oogliong at her i think.. haha!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

im feeling better... thanks gals for ur concern, i really appreciate it alot!!

i sort of got my xmas wish-list ready!! this yr im not shy!

- a pair of light-washed/faded low-rise jeans!! i need jeans!!
- That mango top. 3/4 sleeves with pink stripes with a cute button on the collar
- A belt (marie settled that)
- Farely decent exam grades
- A haircut! im damn sick of my hair!
- A facial
- Birkenstock! (fake also can)

met up with marie n ah can in the day today n sydney in the evening... it was great!! meeting up with old frens that is... and im sad that the skirt tt i simply adore at far east is gone!!! i went back today to buy n it was gone!! argh!! i love it alot!! well im just gonna wait for them to make new wans... i left my contact with them... hope the make it soon...

anw im having one of my worst mood swings rite now... im feeling really down, yes yes i know i always think too much, but i've give up trying not to think.. its me! i cant help it if my mind wonders... i can onli distract myself momentarily, but my mind will still wander back to unsettled issues...

and im feeling rather unhappy now, argh! i really dunno wat to do! and i hate it when , when i look lk the unreasonable wan.. i'm not!

i dunno i dunno i dunno!!! i shall hide in my shell till the coast is clear...

i baked cookies at shirley's house a few days back at shirley's house with marie, here's our masterpiece:

ta da! 

looks good! 

looks batter! 

shirley! the cookie lover 

hugs

shirley n me 

dance camp was quite a drama for me... im quite gek tt it hadn't gone well for me but ya...

firstly during the game of hantum bolah, while me n this girl suppose to run towars each other n sissiors paper stone, we collided n i dislocated her toe!! i mean i cant forget the sight of her toe, it was really crooked.. i was so scared at tt time, even tho she kept saying its ok, but i know its not ok!! sent her to yih and i was tearing... aft tt she was sent to nuh for xray... i followed her... and luckily xray revealed that there'd nothing broken at all... still she cant dance/ walk for some time n its really painful for her and now im still feeling real bad about it....

and the same evenign dance blast went to eat pasta and munchies... i ate pasta, pizza, and other stuff.. that nite i vomitted 3 times and fell really ill... f man... i hate vomiting.. the next day vomit again, so in e end din dance e whole day.. well luckily tat was there... but he's bz with his own thing la so cant do much also..

so now im resting at home, NOT looking forward to dance ensemble camp on the 27th.. damn sian...

finally!! after much nagging from me, tat manage to upload the pixies for ah can's bdae!!

marie n ryn ! 

ryn n me! 

surprise! 

cheese! 

one of her pressie-cushion! 

all of us 

im bored!! i hate stay-home days... suppose to meet jun n syd for dinner but it was cancelled. suppose to go tampines help chaiyut collect comics but im too lazy... ...

i watched MAMMA MIA with tat , it was great!! i really enjoyed it! tho i hope there's more dancing den singing.. haha. we also tried the haagen daaz chocolate fondue.. haha. i wont really recommend it.. but the xiao long bao at esplanade is nice! damn succulent and tender!! try it!!

and,

caryn is seeing someone!!! for 2 months already!!!

candace is going for her 1st date this sunday, so exciting!! everyone's getting somewhere this xmas!! haha

and i may get Birkenstock sandles after all!! since chaiyut owes me god-knows-how-much money from me helping him buy comics, he's repaying it by buying birkenstock from london!! actually i think its e same as buying from singapore but it sounds more glam to say its from london rite?? wahhaha.!!