This dance video is damn good! MUST watch!! it has everything i think that makes a good dance and i haven seen anything like this in Singapore.

just had bryan's item. i like it, but its more challenging than i thought. the counts are freaking fast, you've heard of one-and-two... which is like half a count, his got seven-and-a-eight! all big steps! so its a quarter of a count! and he says we all must get jazz shoes for the dance, which i don't have.

im also pretty stressed now that i got dance ic for calvin's item... partly cos i think im not good enuf, also cos i scared i teach wrong things, BUT i will do my best and hopefully make him happy. hurhur. tmr got shuan's item! hope its nice and fun, and hope its a partner thing, i nvr nvr nvr danced with a partner, as in a guy lift girl kind of item before.

work is getting a bit boring, and a bit more stress too. im a legalised loanshark and the debts are increasing! the last time i check it was like USD$20 000+.!! scary right.

getting jitters for my bday party, theres only a few things settled: venue checked, dress finally checked, cake darren checked, food checked. thats all. still got music, radio, deco, blah blah. and my baby is coming on saT!!! i cant wait to play with her! hope she dun get freaked out by the crowd that day.. haha

so tired. just had this small dance performance at ica, ok not really just but i kinda just got back. n i missed bryan's rehearsal cos of that.... luckily tmr morning dun have shaun's item. haha

anw work s getting boring. but i'm beginning to love my job. im a credit controller. hurhur..the ppl there are really really nice and young n frenly. altho there's a few not so nice ppl.. but generally the environment is good n slack. not much pressure. the journalist wear berms n slippers to work on a wed! yups i work for a newspaper company. from norway, apparently is the equivalent of singapore press holdings in singapore.

and my ex workplace restaurant manager it a bitch. like really i tot its only me. but 3 ppl quit cos of her. n i still haven got my 2 shifts worth of pay after i quit. i quit on 4 June, and ppl got their pay alr except me. come on la, its only $44, dun tell me always 'not ready'. i wish my mom can be like marie's mom n make her get a taste of her medicine! im going to complain to case soon

and i realise i will miss bryan's rehearsal 3 times! 1 today cos of the soka show, 1 on my bday party, 1 when im in thailand. sigh.... sure got ALOT to catch up wan lor. anw my bday party that day everyone seems to be overseas! calvin jacky idil etc in thailand, ahmad in msia, weixuan in msia, mingxian in japan, galvin in aussie... and i almost change the theme of my party to THAI... haha. everyone will come in red bull singlets man.

k pix from tj dance nite, finally. using kelvin's camera

i changed my skin when im suppose to be working!

Ppl in shaun's item:

Kersley
Peter
Kevin
Hamzah
Ali
Leonard

Yip Man - great senior dancer
Fangqi - marie say she only look at her when she dance
Yanling - previous dance cap
Huiling - zaini said he's impressed with her technique for auditions
Fannie - need i say more?
Ee Ching - great dancer + dance teacher of TJ also rmb?
Fen Fen - yours truly
Crystal* - okay i really dunno who's crystal

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... just LOOK at the gers in his item!! basically im the weakest link. i can imagine being pin pointed and scolded all the time already. i'll be the last to catch up and internalise the steps!!

and for Blast, calvin's rehearsal isn't that bad. but i think most of us inluding me cannot deliver wat he wants, right? i know im not there n i dunno if i will be if i practice very hard. n i know just having technique is not good enuf for his dance cos alot is really about the feel. so im obsevring calvin very closely everytime he dance n imitate. thats wat zaini taught all the time. haha. hope we dont disappoint him!!

anw my eye is swollen again!!! i wanna see a doc tmr but i got tuition in the morning. the worse part is i dun even know if i have shaun's rehearsal tmr morning. i must shift my tuition on sundays alr! i hope i can.

i know this is a bit weee too early but here is my birthday wishlist!
lidat then u all got ample time to buy mah

In rough order:
1. high cut dance sneakers(im a size 6/7 or 37/38)
2. mp3 player - the USB thumbdrive looking one
3. a big leather/fake leather bag with buckles to dump my stuff
4. eye palette - natural looking colours pls
5. this hot pink philips electric shaver(it plucks out hair instead of cutting them at the surface of the skin). i saw it at best denki.
6. a corduroy jacket
7. LBD
8. black strappy heals (max 3 inch)
9. blusher brush
10. vouchers!
11. da chang jin DVD set with english subtitles
12. clothes, bags, shoes, accessories are most welcomed =)

the non material list
1. straighten my hair, give it a shape
2. clear the viruses in my laptop
3. that pair of glasses from bugis(I know this is material)
4. give me a full medi n pedi
5. teach me eye make up

finally finally had time to blog!! so many things i wanna say!

1) my first FnB job this week
hahaha yeah i am a waitress at this chinese restaurant in boat quay, near raffles place. so any of u guys interning or working there come visit me k! (if u r feeling rich)... well is a pretty slack job cos no one goes there. i only did one lunch shift so far n it had 2 customers(cos they had a $50 voucher) i sure hope the managers there r not reading this. anw ya i got the job thru my bro's gf, she's a really sweet girl! tmr i'm doing dinner shift n i hope business perks up. i think business in boat quay is damn bad on weekdays. so far i have already spent more than 10 hours there on 3 seperate occasions on no pay training. its damn sian... cos its damn boring. i dont understand how the manager can talk non stop for so long. and talk like we get alot of customers daily. i spent my shift cleaning sauce trays, picking up phone calls, change table 3 times for practice, n stoning. anw i think the food there is good but the location is too corner and the signboard is almost non existant. the only thing that is keeping me going is the money... but then again i work 3 shifts a week. thats damn little.

2) Dance
yeps how can my holidays have no dance.
i find myself commiting more to ensemble now, i think thats cos i stopped ensemble for a sem last yr n i feel bad. so this yr DR, i had to choose btw dropping 1 item for blast/ensemble n i chose blast. I feel that ensemble can really stretch you and let u experience different dance styles. i can improve more there too. And i always wanted to be in Zaki's n Bryan's item!!! tho zaini said smthg about "good luck to you if you get zaki"... haha but the zaki i know is damn nice and fun to work with. but from what i heard from the seniors he is dman scary n fierce. nvm i shall see la. i love zaki's choreo, and all the songs that is chose for the SAJC item is damn nice! esp promiscuous by nelly futardo! but his item for next wave is dman different from his JCs wans... usually more demanding and lyrical. basically i cant wait for all my rehearsals to start! hope i can cope.

i love their costumes, the heels r damn high!

SHAKE by SAJC.

and my fave

simple Gifts TJC

3) Results
my CAP went up for the first time. dropped v badly for the past 2 sems. All sorts of Bs as usual... but im happy la. hope it keeps going up. now just thinking which of the 10 specializations to go to. im choosing between

aeronautical - i always wanted to work with aeroplanes
automotive - cars. not really interested but think i can handle and market seems big.
precision - no interest, but i wanna work for HP n nanotech

lastly n most importantly,

4) My 21st Birthday!!

Dilemma: Windy Heights or Changi Rise?

Windy Heights is just very near my house and only 5 min walk from kembangan mrt. the downside is just that the deposit and the charges are high. plus the dates near my bday are all free. sorry i cant find any pictures. i googled n pictures of horses keep appearing.

changi rise on the other hand is not so accesible. prob 15 min walk from simei mrt n i also dunno how to walk. its right behind melville park if u know where issit. but the ambience is damn pretty.





i also thinking if they want to come they will come no matter where right? haiz dunno la. good thing is, no need to pay(deposit can get back). bad thing is, only left with friday night. will ppl be too tired from work? den also if coming from work den i can't expect them to dress up to the theme, which i have yet to reveal.

argh this is driving me nuts!! i hope u guys can tell me which wan u all want, n will u guys go if its a friday nite? nvm whatever the case, keep 30th june(fri) and 1st July (sat) night free first k!!! i so selfish.